This is keeping fingers crossed...

"This is wanting something, this praying for it, This is holding breath and keeping fingers crossed. This is counting blessings, this is wondering when..."

I've never associated more with those lyrics from The Light in the Piazza as I do now! I am so excited to be moving to New York and starting school at NYU next semester, but at the same time there are still so many things I don't know. So many things that have me holding my breath! I have wanted nothing more than to live in New York since I was 14. (ok so I wanted nothing more than to have a Camaro for my first car AND to live in New York but 1 down so far lol) Now I'm within 5 months of seeing that come to pass, NOW WHAT?!? I know it will all work out. I'm just the type of person that wants to plan every tiny detail from the get go, and this is out of my hands for now.
...but only for now...